The Great Seesaw

Feels a lot like I am standing on the great seesaw of life right now, trying to keep from losing my balance and falling off.

The professional world feels like I am three steps away from losing everything and two steps from making huge and profitable change.

I am pushing for huge and profitable while hoping that losing everything is just PTSD from the past.

Got questions about soul mates and whether they are real or imaginary. Got a Netflix show recommended to me that touches upon it called the OA.

Watched part of an episode, have to finish it.

Got a funny feeling that some loose ends are going to come back up and be explored and or examined in depth.

It is not a bad thing, kind of looking forward to it as it has been a long time coming.

She needs answers whether she recognizes it or not is a different question altogether.

But when your legs are wrapped around someone you tend to start to figure things out, one way or another.